That's all good when you're single, but he has made a commitment to his wife and family. But it is the same thing: human connection.
Look, he's singled out, it's worse than being single. That's why an affair will build back better human connection.
Take a break and introspect. If this is an overwhelming feeling, then talk to your family or consult a doctor. You will be fine!
In my neck of the woods, mushrooms recently became legal and are available for delivery. I'd probably try that before any of these big pharma representatives.
If you're gonna trade on 'shrooms you might want to make your trend lines and other graphs really colorful.