its like the fx game you play in the hope to win big money fast, you end up losing a bit of your capital every day....inverse your objective....play to win a bit every day you end capitalizing a big amount for your retirement. my friend from your post i understand either you were a victim from somebody who promissed you heaven and you never got more than illusions and this person progressed thru his project bu using people "like us"....now that we know that such people exists...up to us to change behavours with others with the explosion of the internet and medias such youtube you will see more often frustrated people crossing limits...either you lead or you must be lead...otherwise you just sit there in middle of no where and you become a silent observer! this is life, our brain is a trillions of jamering neurons once you know your real capabilities you will lose your self respect! A prendre avec toute precautions! ZC