I"m at the end of my rope. I've been at this for so long and still can't get it right. I always take 2 steps forward and then 5 back time after time. I feel I know what to do I just can't seem to make myself do it when actually trading in the heat of battle. I feel I'm into deep and can't give it up. I still have a good job which I'm thankful for but I want to trade for a living. I'm just so frustrated with myself I can't stand to even look in the mirror anymore.