jasinhbca's quest for discipline, knowledge & profits

Discussion in 'Journals' started by jas_in_hbca, Nov 16, 2010.

  1. Compared to yesterday that shouldn't be difficult.
     
    #811     May 28, 2014
  2. Thanks for the post Stocks4life. I do not have firm rules re: moving stop up. Generally, once price has moved in my favor a few points i'll tighten stop if price is moving away from an area it should not return to. On trade 7 I should have tightened up much more. Hope & frustration took over.

    Trade management is something I'm working on to make more rigid & consistent.
     
    #812     May 28, 2014
  3. Vix is low and I was thinking of switching back to CL. The problem is less the market and more me however. The slump continues. I don't say that to make light of my trading or to not take ownership of the problem. By slump I mean my mental state. My confidence is shaky and I'm trading "let's hope this trend continues "type entries rather than valid reversals that are my strong point. My objective read of the market is off. I'm passing on trades I should not be. Second guessing myself. The second trade is a good example. Once I was stopped out for -2 I thought 'the market has just given me valuable information and is likely to go up from here" but I passed on reversing so quickly because it felt like overtrading. I'm thinking while trading- Nodoji has said don't do it.

    Anyway, i'll trade with patience or switch to sim if need be until I get back in the groove. I'll get some exercise tonight too.

    -6.75 pts today , 3 trades. Only first two shown on the chart.


    didn't include full stop/ target analysis today.
     
    #813     May 28, 2014
  4. Redneck

    Redneck


    Right or wrong…, here is what I sense;

    Stress

    Fear

    A cluttered mind

    An overactive mind

    A fight… or at least a major struggle – within yourself



    Which the symptom…, and which the root – I would not venture to guess

    You need to figure out


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    I see you also omitted the trade plans


    Those trade plans – are “in your face” feedback – no doubt

    What you planned to do – vs. – what you actually did

    When created and followed – a trade plan;

    Brings about consistent actions

    Forces us to understand…, to be accountable…, to be patient…, to follow a prescribed set of actions - for the mkt's current condition / environment/ PA

    One may very well think – yeah I could create a plan… but the mkt changes – I must be adaptable.., flexible

    That is why there is a piece which speaks to managing to target

    One thing for sure – mkt is a variable….

    When the trader is also a variable…, creating consistency is impossible

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    A lot being asked (rather demanded) of you J – from yourself…, from the mkt…, and admittedly.., from me

    The mkt’s demands will never relent.., nor even lessen my friend

    And as your goal is to be a trader - neither will yours..., or mine


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    Maybe it a good time to clear the ole noggin…, simplify..., refocus…, regain a solid base

    Get back to being objective... taking it 1 day at a time... 1 trade at a time - plan each..., trade each.., move on


    Just my thoughts Sir

    RN
     
    #814     May 29, 2014
  5. you need a plan and follow it with extreme discipline, keep a cattle prod nearby in case of failure to follow (just kidding:)
     
    #815     May 29, 2014
  6. Thanks, RN. Good thoughts and I don't disagree with any of it.

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    No trades today. Score a point for patience.

    Lousy PA for my methods. Narrow range chop that did lead to a choppy trend but not clean enough for me. Most of day was an inside day.

    5 minute chart attached, marked 1 trade that I considered.

    Pre market analysis: Long Target pHOD 3730.25 and all time high
    short target pLOD 3707.50 down to 3700
     
    #816     May 29, 2014
  7. Redneck

    Redneck

    About 10,000 points I'd say

    Good job

    RN
     
    #817     May 29, 2014
  8. Redneck

    Redneck

    There was a time..., when before the open..,

    I would sit and ask myself

    This evening after I shut the platform down

    Do I want to be disappointed in myself

    Do I want to be ashamed

    Do I want to be pissed off

    Do I want to tear down everything I’ve built

    Do I want that sick feeling deep in the pit of my stomach

    Do I want to explain to my wife how I couldn’t exit a loser – that I couldn’t simply hit a mouse key… that I hit the mouse key too many times….

    That I simply couldn’t control myself – not that she’d understand anyway

    Or

    When I shut down the platform tonight

    Do I want to leave myself something to build on

    To be happy

    To be proud of myself

    To know.., win or lose.., I did the very best job I could of managing me.., and my trades

    To be able to look my wife in the eye and say – I traded well – not that she’d understood that either – but I did

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    It is up to us to decide how we want to end each day

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    To this day..., I still sometimes ask myself these very same question in the morning

    Just to ensure I have my head screwed on straight


    RN
     
    #818     May 30, 2014
  9. Thanks for sharing that RN.

    It's a terrible feeling to know that the plan was not followed. The drain of the capital twists the knife as a reminder one is moving further from the goal. Lot's of head games. I've learned or am trying to learn to calm the inner critic and forgive myself for my mistakes. It's not the macho way we grew up with but then trading is not a sport where berating oneself to try harder works. At least not for me. The pain of not following pushes us and reminds us to follow the plan.

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    So did I follow the plan ? Of trades taken yes. +6.50 pts . 2 trades

    The range was still narrow and choppy the first few hours. After quick drop in NQ I passed on longs given the small net change on day, negative a/d numbers and the swiftness of the drop. It's not a bias I like to trade with. Generally I'm short or long, doesn't matter. Likely, just a conservative build the confidence day. Best focus I've had in a while. Every bar provides information kind of focus. Nice to see the NQ moving well again.

    Correction to yesterdays post: I noted on chart NQ all time high , s/h/b bull market high.

    LONG HL

    ENTRY 3733 W/ SLIPPAGE

    stop tick below low of entry bar 3730.25 2.75

    Target ORH 3737.25 , hold on strong break out

    trade management: stop to 3731 on break of 3733.50
    stop to 32.50 on ppause at 3735

    Exit at weak test of target and channel 3737 + 4.00



    2 Short PB in trend

    entry 3724.00
    stop 3726.25 2.25 above prior swing high

    target LOD 3718.25

    Trade management: At break of 3722.25 minor support stop to BE

    exit at price slowing at 3720.50 minor support +2.50
     
    #819     May 30, 2014
  10. Redneck

    Redneck

    Drain of capital aside... there is also the letting our self down - knowing we can... yet also knowing we didn't


    The mental is very important imo




    Absolutely agree with you - and it especially important we forgive our self - then move on



    Now we're talkin :)

    Can't ask for any more




    LONG HL

    ENTRY 3733 W/ SLIPPAGE

    stop tick below low of entry bar 3730.25 2.75

    Target ORH 3737.25 , hold on strong break out

    trade management: stop to 3731 on break of 3733.50
    stop to 32.50 on ppause at 3735

    Exit at weak test of target and channel 3737 + 4.00

    Comment

    Very Solid trade from start to finish


    2 Short PB in trend

    entry 3724.00
    stop 3726.25 2.25 above prior swing high

    target LOD 3718.25

    Trade management: At break of 3722.25 minor support stop to BE

    Comment

    I don’t see this trade on the chart

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    Monday - we do it all over again - but until then.., get some rest this weekend


    RN
     
    #820     May 30, 2014