I am not disciplined enough to trade.. and I'm just about out of capital.. This is the 4th time I've blown my account.. I've managed to lose $4,500 since the 18th of July.. one month basically I think you might starting out each time without enough money. I think you might be too hard on yourself. If you truely love trading then it is important to survive. Next time you come back, try to have enough money to set your stops risking just 1% of your bankroll, if you trade futures. Michael B.