Jeff - there are a few books that you need to read, that will help with your "psychological" problems - and how deep inside you feel you can never be successful. This was written several years back, but is still applicable today. And, it is free on the net. Read it - it will change your life if you let it: http://website.lineone.net/~jamesallen1/think.htm I have a few others. But start there, it is probably all you need. Best of luck.