I think the one getting all the attention and providing the entertainment value here is you, bluebolt. But seriously, if you can vent your aggression and frustrations by writing - I think that's a great therapeutic way for you to get better. It also can help in avoiding that you go all postal on your surroundings some day, that is if you keep up with the proper medication and professional guidance. Getting your rage under control will help you live a more fruitful and longer life - instead of feeling like you need to bash everyone's head in. I have some friends who used a lot of steroids and they got all worked up - then later when they stopped using it - "the brain had made their balls stop producing normal quantities of testosterone because of the already high levels in their bodies" ... the results were that they got very depressed and manic. Beware of theses dangers, bluebolt. Just because you talk big and act aggressive, your balls might actually be shrivelling ... Seek help and join a gradual program for becoming well again. We care about you, bluebolt - and don't you forget it - we are your true friends and the ones you can always turn to when you need it. We just want you to be well.
Another winner from Jack, quick guys get on to it http://groups.google.com/group/misc...l=en&lnk=st&q="jack+hershey"#2db2e88d1407af42
I think this is great advice for you, bluebolt. You can only get owned so many times before your brain starts to affect your body. Possibly you could consider trying a new approach here on ET, one which involves telling only the truth. If you 'fess up, you'll free yourself of a lot of what we call cognitive dissonance. Getting schooled here on ET is bad for your already fragile psyche. You should also place a limit on how much time you spend on the internet every day. 12 hours is too much. Hope this helps.
Hang on!! I missed this post. I am actually quite surprised that you were able to post this! I think this means that you're finally coming to terms with the truth. Way to go, bluebird!!
You saw bluebolt take massive beatings yesterday here, and the pussy ran out and created "Hack Jershiey" to hide from the shame of his bluebolt debacle (also to pay tribute to his main love interest, Jack)
I know, it's pathetic. Check this out http://www.elitetrader.com/vb/showthread.php?s=&postid=1961264#post1961264 Here, this kid starts a thread and then immediately switches usernames and responds to his own thread. Can you say 'loser with no life'?