I might take you up on that trading offer oneday. If things get too tough Thailand is a safe, friendly place to get opium- although you have to be careful not to store any as the police will bust foreigners. Just go to the local dealer and smoke at his 'office'- but as I said before it is highly addictive. If you go check out Buddhist philosphy- deep and fascinating.
Shit, <b>EBAY</b> is a safe, friendly place to get opium. All you need is this: http://tinyurl.com/bojua and this: http://tinyurl.com/7svaz ...and if regular opium was so great, Big Brother would have closed this little loophole a long time ago. It's probably just a matter of time before my opium refining skills expand into successful thebaine extractions and oxy manufacture (or alternatively, levorphanol synthesis)... but that's highly advanced stuff, and I have no formal education of any kind to fall back on. Hell, I don't even have a regular high school education to fall back on. Just a ton of religious bullshit which can serve me no practical purpose of any kind.
Quite right. I checked on page 7, and there it was. How right you are. Thank you for the much deserved abuse. Feel better? Clearly I overlooked the part where being depressed entitles you to be an asshole. Oh, and another thing...
If this manic euphoria is the product of your oxycontin, then you may wish to dial it down a bit. Roberk, a word to the wise. Don't write another word, regardless of your intentions, as it may well get you disinherited. "Now serving No. 46..."
Honestly...you're right. I apologize. In discussions such as this one where the stakes are sky high, I tend to get overemotional, and release my inner Muslim. Peace.
Paul Ekman, the pioneer, of reading facial expressions, once did an experiment, where he demonstrated certain muscle contractions produced certain feelings (chemicals). If one can control ones muscles with thoughts, one can control ones feelings with thoughts. No matter to what minor degree, this is significant. So ones thoughts are directly related to how one acts(conscious & subconscious), which is directly related to how one feels. This is perhaps obvious, to many. Changing thoughts & therefore changing behavior & environment appears to me to be a better solution, if at all possible as an alternative. Becoming accustomed to medication will very likely work against this. It would allow one to become comfortable with ones thoughts, behavior & environment that either are the causes of, or at the very least assist depression. Something to be aware of. It may be worth considering changes in thoughts, values and taking advantage of what your body can do too, combined with medication. Who knows, perhaps they'll work well together. Many underestimate the power of ones mind and the power of ones ability to change beliefs. I doubt believing 1+1=3 or converting to scientology are necessary changes. Id like to believe that this is where the breakthroughs in future will come from. Drugs, whilst maybe effective (with their disavantages/advan), perhaps arent the best way to deal with the problem. Immune is imo an excuse. Either way, I hope all those who suffer find their happiness & keep it to a ripe old age. Depression sucks. I'm curious as to what you thought of your hypnotherapy? Having recently learnt how to force friends into eating onions, my interest in this field has grown exponentially I'm also curious as to what exercise you did/do and how long you kept it up.
Like religion, MDMA, and inhaled chloroform- I am <b>100% immune </b>to any form of hypnosis or hypnotherapy.
Thanx...and I really don't need sympathy here at all. I just want others with this condition to be aware of their real options. I'm in alot better shape than people with the same condition, but who are painfully unaware of the endorphin-depression-opioid connection.