Really, I don't expect much (perhaps some abuse or 'advice'), however I have nothing to lose. I wiped out due to lack of discipline. I think I've learnt from that, and would like a second chance. I'm flat broke (a little beyond actually) and can't even afford a data feed. If theres anyone out there, that perhaps has been in this position before, got through and feels like offering some help, in ANY way. Well, to say the least, I'd appreciate it.