I always wonder why publicly announce failure if continuation isn't desired? Just get over it & move on, it's only money.
4 months is far too soon to expect to make money consistently. However, you have just done that which many losing traders are unable to do; that is; cut your losses quickly. Good luck.
WTF is wrong with you? Trading is tough, but some people recognize it's not for them early. After all, knowing that 95% of people fail in the business, shouldn't we congratulate the man for figuring it out faster than others, and at a lower cost to himself and society? And McDonalds? Is that the only recourse for those who "fail" at trading?
Flipping burgers doesn't sound too bad at this point... Believe it or not, the charting software at my firm was very unreliable, so most of the traders there just used eSignal, and I went with the cheaper option. (we still had to pay desk fees if we made money, but I never did)