If your determined you will find a way because determination can be unstoppable if its on your side and if you are sure this is what you want to do. Good Luck hope you make it and whoever don't think you can make it tell them the hell with you
if youre interested in off floor trading/computer based then i suggest you look at monster.com i have seen ads for exactly this type of position. one firm that comes to mind is ETG(chicago area). good luck
Pull member lists from the cbot website or eurexchange.com. Then call every place and ask what jobs they are offering. Good luck.
Hate to put in a blatant "plug" ...but check the "Test Pilot Program" we offer...you would have to move to Vegas for a while to see if you can cut it...and probably work to support yourself, but you can't try out for the Yankees from South America. http://www.stocktrading.com/testpilot2.shtml Don