I hate myself bcos I just can't followed my plan I back-tested my method, theoretically it make money but go to real time trading...my got damn f**king results!!! I sometimes will take the opposite signals....Got mad about myself!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!
Anybody has the same problem like me? Having a "theoretical" profitable system but just can't exactly follow it!!! To make thing worse, I even forgot to place Stops. I wanna to f*ck my own asshole!!!! Having a HUGE drawdown now........
My dream to Bahamas gone. How to make myself more robotic and never double guess the signals generate? Before I know the answer, I just can't dream of Bahamas...