I will give you the best advice. Don't even think about investing in real. Demo demo demo and demo. It will take years to become profitable. Yes, I know you want to win, but now you must think about learning, not winning. I don't want to take away your desire but ... whoever warns is not a traitor. Prepare to get up and fall many times. Another thing: You will have to love trading more than your wife, there is no other way, you will have to be more stubborn than a mule and never give up. If you don't feel real passion or try
Trader HC still hasn't answered your question but simply stated he is trading firms capital. So is he profitable and still with the firm or unprofitable but, somehow, still with the firm ? And who cares