I am wondering if other people feel this way. I donât find this life to be so great, it doesnât have to do with money, my day trading is more of a hobby really, I could easily do without it. I suppose the clichÃ© is, weight of the world crushed my spirit. The more informed you are the worse things look. (keep in mind there is informed and then there is informed) I wish I was old, I would give my indicators to government, and I could just go, you know what I mean. My favorite thing to so is sleep, and often when I wake up, I wish I could sleep more. No, I donât think I am depressed, I think I just understand how pointless at the end everything we do is. I stopped clubbing, I stopped being interested in ladies. Game of politics just seems so sick, donât know how I could stand it before. No I would never commit suicide, but sure wish I was 85. Does this make sense to any of you out there, OR am I just crazy by your definition.