He does seem to have something of a reputation for self-promotion online. However, there is no curtain of his that I wish to look behind.
As far as I'm concerned.....All relationships, and All people....are a f'n can of worms, a Pandora's box of weird, potentially, strange problems. You see it all around you..,..from celebs to normal people....everyone eventually will hate everyone. Happily ever after, and happiness in general, does Not exists. Happpiness is a temporary, fleeting, random emotion of illusion, dillusion. Amidst a sea...of confusion, anger, irritability, strangeness, depression, worry, etc etc
Try loving unconditionally without expectations. Then it will never leave you kid. Life is beautiful go out and smell some flowers will ya. You depressed F&&K.
How did you pull that off being married ? Wifey not suspicious ? Did you hook-up with them when Wifey was out of the house working or what ?
Understood. Housing shortage. If you want less headaches. Take two in. They will compete to please you. "Gfs before getting married, I've always been faithful" You are like former President Jimmy Carter:" I have lusted many times in my heart."