Sounds pretty bad, RM. Hope you make it through ok. But jeez, what's gotta hurt more...is that you missed the most kickass market since Livermore was a bucket shop runner!!! Take it easy.
yep, get well soon Being an addict isn't so bad, in relaity thats what makes great traders, their natural addiction to something, may it be winning, drugs?, something, being great. Well , at least life was a thrill ride for you not some grandma's suburaru ride
"What is my joy if all hands, even the unclean, can reach into it? What is my wisdom, if even the fools can dictate to me? What is my freedom, if all creatures, even the botched and impotent, are my masters? What is my life, if I am but to bow, to agree, and to obey? Ayn Rand Keep strong RM.
How did you graduate from Bupe to two grams of Horse per day? Could you not have increased the bupe dosage...or does it not work that way? Anyway, get well man.
Buprenorphine worked for me... until it didn't. I hadn't yet figured out the incredible effectiveness of (non-narcotic) Low Dose Naltrexone ( www.ProhibitionKills.com ), so stepping it up to H seemed like my only option at the time. Peace out...
Master Of Puppets (Hetfield,Ulrich,Burton,Hammett) End of passion play, crumbling away I'm your source of self-destruction Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear Leading on your deaths construction Taste me you will see, more is all you need You're dedicated to how I'm killing you [Chorus:] Come crawling faster Obey your Master Your life burns faster Obey your Master Master Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams Blinded by me, you can't see a thing Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream Master Master Just call my name, `cause I'll hear you scream Master Master Needlework the way, never you betray Life of death becoming clearer Pain monopoly, ritual misery Chop your breakfast on a mirror Taste me you will see, more is all you need You're dedicated to how I'm killing you [Chorus] Master, Master - Where's the dreams that I've been after? Master, Master - You promised only lies Laughter, Laughter - All I hear and see is laughter Laughter, Laughter - laughing at my cries Fix me! Hell is worth all that, natural habitat Just a rhyme without a reason Neverending maze, drift on numbered days Now your life is out of season I will occupy I will help you die I will run through you Now I rule you too *********************************************** Get well RM, Red