Just realized that my fears had transformed into disgust.At the moments when i`m supposed to be scared i just feel a disgust.
Fears of what? Disgusted by what? (To be a complete math nerd: if we sweep two perpendicular planes for 360°, we describe a circle.Thus,...) I am confused by your declaration.
Don't tell me...you have been short the S & P for two years! Your in the denial stage bordering on anger...it will pass