I hate to sound like a broken record on ET with everyone, but you have generated a 100% return on your account in a month.....shouldn't you be big and rich by now at that rate?
This mindset must be sabotaging your trading. Mediocre results are required for you to keep this low key operation going. How can you be or visualize anything greater with these limitations. Time to own it grab your balls and come out of the closet. Trading is not exactly dealing or running webcam girls like Andrew Tate You are professional, analytical and control your risk and far more mature than before. I'm sure they will understand and support you m2c