good thing u would be playing with other people money. u need to get out of that stage, next stage will be of an experienced consistent trader when u r wrong u took a calculated risk and managed it and no regrets, if u r right then it will be as per your trade plan.
Using other peoples money is the best, if Im right I make money, if Im wrong I dont lose money. Whats not to like? I have traded my own account in the past and ran a $45000 up to $97000 and down to $7000 in 4 months, that was painful, and fun..
Dude.....I don't see the "fun" in losing that much money.....that was a 93%+ decline in equity. How did it occur ? Poor win rate ? Huge losing trades (i.e. lack of stops) ?
Sarcasm doesnt translate well into text, it actually sucked. It was the start of my day trading career, got caught up in the bull market and held like 5 contracts through the whole drop at the end of january 2018.
That explains everything. Wow, 5 contracts ? You were really levered to-the-max.....and in the wrong direction. Why did you continue to hold those losing positions thru a great bear move / retracement ? It appears you went "myopic"...long-only thinking.