No surprise that you'd be furious when confronted with the fact that you've screwed your own life up.
Yes, round and round we go. I'm not sure why you started this thread. We always come back to: What is Truth? It's what Evidence says it is. What is Evidence? It's what Science says it is. What is Science? It's the Truth.
you seem to not understand science. in science evidence is tested and peer reviewed. in religion evidence is emotional and testimonial.
Yeah, so? Some people think evidence can only be this or that, while other people think evidence can also be another thing.