Why the bigger size on this trade? Do you have a very high conviction? Is increasing your size something you would do with real money as the account was running out of money?
I think it would be ok for him to increase size if he had a better record or a LOT MORE capital-- or would stop out with much smaller losses.
So, assuming I've not been lost in cyberspace and have missed another few pages of this journal, you have lost 50% of your account in just under a month (when you professed to double it) and now you are doubling your size in order to recoup your losses...right? My what an example you are!!! Perhaps an example of how not to make claims you can't substantiate, or of how to do your dough in FX or (most importantly for all you newbies out there) of how to absolutely never trade any markets FX or other! I'll give you the benefit of the doubt however as you have approx 3 days trading left so a couple of $10 million winners over NFP would set you back on track!!!!!!