Look this is your Journal and I do not want to argue...drawdown is very important...Its just the way it is... Good Trading to you...
I am very sceptical that with such a wide diversification it's possible to achieve such high returns.
it doesn't mean any of this orders will be triggerd,besides i can cancel it any time,if see something goes other way ,than i expected
I like your self-confidence & persistence given the fact that you've just started trading. We'll see.