Deep thoughts...

Discussion in 'Psychology' started by stephan31, Feb 24, 2012.

  1. Hola all!

    After the weekend festivities I decided to do some sightseeing and see how the 'ol neighborhood has changed (I lived in Nob Hill & then in 'The Castro District' in the early 90's for about 2.5 years).

    I needed a hot tub (you know I have to have my hot tub) & to sip my drink (GDT 'green dragon tincture) a bit earlier today.

    So, I went to an old-school Russian-style bathhouse; mistake!

    I am presently trapped within the walls of; oh hell--I don't even know where I am (it feels alot like a dungeon).

    I am allowed one post until my captors 'release me.'

    So--here goes.

    I had a daily cycle LOW in silver today; buy that for a 2-5 day advance.

    I had a daily cycle LOW in gold--buy that and then buy MORE on 6/27/12 {she is going impulsive up again after shaking out even more 'weak' retail hands}; again--for a 2-5 day advance.

    Stock: 'KONG' (got this from a friend). Hammer bottom on the daily and we closed above my calculated make/or break level (on a closing basis) of $6.80.

    Buy it or options or 2 to 1 leverage for a target of $8.68 cents. Manage it along the way though. It is in an obvious uptrend and is marching towards $8.50 minimum.

    I have been following Fagbook (FB) closely and the 1st indication that it has tested a resistance level of $33.00 was today. I want to watch this some more with the idea of FB being a weekly option play (using the weekly options & my astrology/cycle work off of daily highs and lows~~for quickie but goodie option trades).

    Well, I am about out of time and won't be back to the lake until later this week.

    No joke here**Seriously** Sorry to bring this up but it is MY thread; I hope you all can respect that.

    My father passed away on Saturday; he was 77 years old and lived as an organic farmer (after retiring as a developer) in Oregon.

    After I heard the news; I simply had to get the f*ck out of my head and went right to the airport and S.F. seemed logical and I basically was in the 'denial and isolation' phase in gayville on pride weekend.

    I've done worse things and I will do worse things. Now I owe it to him to make sure his wishes are executed according to his plans.

    My dad introduced me to trading (he was a part-time CBOT member {beans & bellies} in the 70's) @the breakfast lunch & dinner table when I was 9 years old; so, he will be remembered and he will be honored.

    My brother and sister {and their kids} and my dad's girlfriend and I will drink and smoke and salute him a bit later this week.

    My father was a buddhist; so, for him I suppose~~this is another beginning.

    I leave S.F. tomorrow and then will take care of his estate throughout the week; thus, my trading is part-time this week.

    Money doesn't make our lives transformational--it allows us to use our time in exactly the way we desire; that my dear readers--is freedom.

    I am talking about the markets and NOT real estate nor being in other leveraged speculative investments.

    We buy & sell money and we are liquid; we are free; and we are the moneychangers. We matter & we will be remembered if we leave some kind of lasting legacy behind (if that is one's desire).

    Life and trading is a journey AND a destination as well.

    We are all but dust & nothingness~yet there is meaning and there is today. People in our lives come and go and live and die so that we can make our own lives matter; in our own unique way.

    Today is important & that is what I (we, us & everyone) have to work with.

    So work @your trading and work on yourself and somewhere in the middle of all of that a bit of luck sure doesn't hurt. If trading really is that important to one self; then NOTHING gets in the way~~and I mean NOTHING.

    Live your passion without regrets or excuses; indeed.

    peace

    stephan
     
    #191     Jun 26, 2012
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    #192     Jun 26, 2012
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    You are twisted. I am too.

    However, I don't lie about my family; there is no need--there is none.

    Can't even think about intraday trading much. Slept in and missed my flight; so I am not @100% right now.

    Work right now (swingtrading stuff) is keeping me focused until I have to assist my brother with all the paperwork later today.

    I'll need to hang out at 'UO' (University of Oregon) the next few nights after work and spit upon as many 'hash-pipe' w(H)ores as I can.

    On principle.

    That written, I will want to get the f*ck out of Oregon by Friday so I can be back @the lake and 'zen' out this weekend.

    peace

    hedvig
     
    #193     Jun 26, 2012
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    Oh, okay my ever-faithful doppleganger. You have a quicker wit than mine; you are fast. I am very slow. I can't even keep up with a good murder mystery on t.v. (old re-runs of 'Matlock' mystify me~and I am only exaggerating ever-so slightly).

    I couldn't even make it to the 30 minute mark watching 'Inception'--it made my brain hurt.

    I actually did go to a bathhouse but there are NO russian/turk bathhouses in the gayest city in S.F.; if you catch my drift.

    I needed to blow off some steam; and no, I didn't 'blow' off anyone.

    Everyone now has enough ammo in my last few posts to mock me relentlessly (which I welcome)~~'cause I have a high sense of self worth.

    :cool:

    I want to keep busy and swingtrading is like breathing to me; no intraday stuff for me this week.

    Yes, I will take some time each day to reflect--I will also take time to go crazy @UO~~although the girls there are a bit crunchy granola for my tastes.

    Today I reflect. Tonight I hunt.

    It is what I do.

    peace

    hedvig
     
    #194     Jun 26, 2012
  5. green1

    green1

    Hey there its me Mr G (greenr)

    WoW why have you not mentioned and poined me to this before

    i just want to say....i dont believe in god

    But you are my offical god now buddy, i need your co ordinate so i can start paying your way :-D

    LoL

    hate to think of how many poor little young girls that cant walk striaght now because of you


    !!good man....show me the way!!!
     
    #195     Jun 26, 2012
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    TY, but please do not feed the wild animal and stay behind the yellow line.

    This journal is referenced in my profile @bigmiketrading.com My username is 'researcher247' over there.

    I am giving a 'piece' of me to all that are insane enough to want a piece of me.

    Much like JurASSik park; my clones will be dispersed evenly among the Island of Herr Hedvig.

    This experiential learning & earning exhibit opens in 2018 on a small island that I will not disclose as of yet {huge construction delays even 5 years before the opening day}.

    My clones will be classified into several categories.

    a) The 'meat' class.

    These will be exclusively male clones that didn't pass quality control. They will be used as food for the higher classes.

    b) The 'earners' class.

    Guests will be able to rent (on an hourly basis) out both male & female clones and there is no minimum age limit; so--use your own discretion.

    c) The 'gnosis' class.

    They will spread my prophecies in a lecture format (and they are willing to travel on an outcall basis as well).

    d) The 'royalty' class.

    Up to 12 of my boy & girl clones will be @my side and they are mine to do whatsoever I please with.

    peace

    hedvig
     
    #196     Jun 26, 2012
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    Rim shot!

    peace

    hedvig
     
    #197     Jun 26, 2012
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    Actually, thanks R248.

    I am trying not to think about all of this that I have to deal with in about 3 hours (paperwork, attorney stuff, meeting my dad's girlfriend who is in a state of shock).

    My brother and sister are flying in tomorrow; so--we will move through this together.

    I do appreciate the PM's and emails from many many good men (& yes; a few women traders) from ET & BigMiketrading forum(s).

    "By endurance we conquer."

    As I wrote before~~we will smoke & drink & drug in his honor and remember him well.

    peace

    hedvig
     
    #198     Jun 26, 2012
  9. My condolences, Hedvig.

    Keep up the important work you are doing here when you are ready. :)
     
    #199     Jun 26, 2012
  10. My condolences.
     
    #200     Jun 26, 2012