Thanks, and I agree. This dismal performance is actually a huge improvement for me but the equity curve is out of control. If I looked at a manufacturing process with a graph like that it would be a huge warning. I will start a new journal for 2020.
Well good luck, if you could spread the risk somehow , ( more /shorter trades , perhaps impossible but some short sells , and prove you have some sort of probability, you could then gear up , and perhaps even improve overall returns , plus that sort of reliable return might attract money.