Yes, I totally agree, the most sucess I have had from anything is the acupuncture. I do need meds for my depression though as I have suffered from it since I was very young. I have a hard time with meditation because I am so stressed and I just can't clear my mind... I am going to Colorado for a week soon, and I can't wait. It's my home and I always feel so peaceful there. Thanks everyone for their advice, thoughts, and comments