I don't know how to state this precisely, but I'll try; When I started trading (at a prop shop), I set myself the goal to make some coin, prove myself I can do it! Become one of the best traders! Now that I've attained that goal some time ago, I kinda lost it. Not making nearly as much money as I used to. I think I lost interest and i am slacking off. I don't feel the same rush anymore to perform at the top of my ability. Point is I am really afraid that I won't get "it" back. Trading is just in every rational way the best thing I did and can do. Did you ever went through a phase like this and overcome it? I am thinking of Gabriella Sabatini (tennis) or Jan Ulrich (cycling).