Oh man did I screw up today. Today is my first time trading futures. I was trading a full contract of the S&P's anyway I was short in the middle of the day and the market ripped so I kept shorting until I used full day trading margin. Long story short I almost blew out my account. Now I have to tell my wife that I want to sell the farm here in Idaho. I think I could sell my goat's and cattle. When I do, I want a divorce and want to move to Chicago to trade in the pit's. Man did I screw up but it felt soo good to be a real trader with the big boyz. Now I know what I really want to do.