The more money I make, the more logical, rational, I become, the more cold blooded I become. There is a family member waiting for a test result for a tumor test in 2 weeks. Relatives are so worried, and I only said "let's see the result first, then we see what we do from there. meanwhile, forget about it for 2 weeks." I said what I meant, because if I have to carry the useless worries, how can I make the right decisions in investing, trading? I become more and more "to do what is right, not what i like". When I was a child, I live in an enviroment that I was the only kid not smoking. Peer presure already made me the extreme minority. I live so cheaply that nobody thinks that I make good money (I am not a salesperson, so no need for fancy cars or dresses). I become so calm that there is anything exciting me. When watching world cup final, I did not feel a thing, not like 8 years ago, BECAUSE i did not place my bet, so the outcome is not related to me. Doing extensive research in stocks makes me automatically filting out unrelated information. Cold-blooded creatures take on the temperature of their surroundings. They are hot when their environment is hot and cold when their environment is cold. Cold-blooded traders take on the directions of their surroundings. They long gold when gold is high and going higher and short when low and going lower. The problem is do you live too logical and too rational in your normal life?