are there any e-mini books recommended?

Here are some books that may be helpful:

Exchange Traded Funds and E-mini Stock Index Futures
David Lerman. 2001.

The Handbook of Equity Derivatives
Jack Clark Francis, ed., William W. Troy and J. Gregg Whittaker, editors. 1999 (rev).

Options Volatility & Pricing
Sheldon Natenberg. 1994.

Stock Index Futures and Options: The Ins and Outs of Trading Any Index, Anywhere
Susan Abbot Gidel. 1999.

 

http://www.cme.com/edu/getstr/

http://www.futures-trader.com/guide.html

 

"Trade Like a Hedge Fund" by James Altucher

 

LOL! at least your honest

And for that, I will check out your book when it comes out in February .