Hey RM Nothing would give me greater pleasure than helping you to school Z-GOD/EVADER. Z old buddy old pal, here's the call RM made on Sunday night. This is a verbatim quote
I wonder if you understand just how obvious your seething jealousy of RM actually is. Again, I am not sure why all of us continually try to help you by pointing out your missteps, but anyway, when you post statements like this do you see what the effect is? It is obvious to everyone here that he is in your head, not the other way around. Let me say that again - it is obvious to everyone. It is obvious that the things RM says bother you more than all the rest of our comments put together. It is obvious that the last problem RM faces is a broken ego. It is obvious that your statements have no effect on Z other than to amuse him. I know in my heart that you are devastated that RM gets the respect here on ET that you crave so badly. I think this is sad. If you were just honest, with yourself and others, you would gain the respect you crave so deeply. Can you see that it is by telling the truth and saying 'This is me, like it or hate it, but I'm not going to sugar coat it', that RM gets the respect you so desperately crave?
Been reading about this opioid deficiency thing over the past few days and I have to admit it seems to fit my circumstances to a T. It almost seems like one of those big paradigm-changing light bulbs that could redefine how I perceive those big questions that motivate me. If it's all true, it's just really, really unfortunate, because I was born too damn early to have access to this stuff. Just going to have to wait and see if more research comes out if the funds are flowing there.
You know what - F--k you asshole! I've had enough of your idiotic shit on this topic. You are f--king wrong and don't know shit. Who the fuck are you to trivialize psychological disorders? My mother is bipolar and it destroyed her f--king life you ignorant fuck. Drugs were HELPING her for sometime but then she refused to take them because the ones she was taking came with side effects she wasn't willing to deal with. God you are a fucking loser. If I'd ever meet you in person I would beat the shit out of you, it WOULD BE WORTH THE ASSAULT CHARGES!
After this post, I'm not going to give you anymore negative attention. You get enough of it already. Is this how you derive value from your existence? Via seeking negative attention? Via pissing people off? You are a whore for abuse - women whore their bodies out because they feel worthless. You do the same thing but instead you do it here, on an aynonmous message board via your "intellect" - which actually is worthless. TraderNik is right, you NEED acceptance so badly... its sad.
Maybe some day you can come to acceptance, maybe not. Maybe some day you forgive your mother, maybe not.... This really isn't about me, and you know it....
If you truly need to get on bupe, I'll make sure it happens. Not <i>all</i> of the physicians are closed minded to what I have to teach them- The better ones have already been somewhat aware of Endorphin Deficiency Syndrome for years- at least on some subconscious level. There <b>are</b> a scant few M.D.'s who truly get it- and I know who and where they are. PM me your phone number, and we can talk.
Oh... and before LoZZZer points out the obvious, as if it's some kind of secret: I'm Chaotic-Neutral. Selfishness is always my primary motivator. I've made a hobby of saving those with the same medical condition as mine- not out of any true humanitarian or compassionate motives, but because it's my chance to <b>do something great.</b> To leave my mark on the world. Besides, I believe in Karma. Helping & saving pays me better personal rewards than harming & destroying ever could.