oh boy here comes that guilt, out of all the lying I did the truth is, will I ever have enough (10 k) to open up an IB account, will my trading dreams ever come true. Why can't I be like Steve46, like Maestro like Rennick with his magic ball indicator, Why can't I trade like Red Inc, like Readen Metal, like Duref when will my ship sail in, did it even leave the port
notice how I always go from, I am superior to I don't know Jack sh#! hey maybe all those people are right, Maybe I am really crazy and I don't even have a substance abuse excuse, I mean sure, sometimes I eat lard at 3 AM but who doesn't