<i>"You know me exactly!"</i> Yourself... and countless 1,000s of others positioned exactly the same. That's why the next real correction will be violent... erasing many traders (small and huge) who are loaded up on the long side with no room for heat. Normal market action is up & down, trending higher or lower. Too many players are loaded overweight to the long side now, that cannot be sustained forever.
if you're not sleeping because your position bothers you,then you probably will not trade well either,shrink it down to where you are comfortable and level headed,the market will always be here,make sure you will