+1 It would be instructive also alongwith interesting to know the part II. Common Nkhoi! We want to know how you dealt with the mess you had got yourself into. "Messes make men stronger!"
It seems that not much has changed ...... or perhaps everything has.... Then again those who make th coin generally do not have the time or desire to be moderators.
I'm sorry to hear you've lost so much money, but it really isn't your incompetence that got you in trouble. It's just that you may not have approached the market the right way -- the safer way. Perhaps you should get the book "The Best Trading System" by Chris Beanie. I think it will be extremely helpful and will open your mind to other possibilities in terms of approaches.