not sure why you take offense At one time I had three daughters all in college waiting tables. They were new age and always resented when I called them "waitresses" and insisted I referred to them as "servers" that's cool if you are a woman but if I was a man I would prefer to be called a "waiter" It's a long established respected profession.
you're a little hot headed and a little touchy and easily pissed off. I guess that's the price one pays for existing in the highly intuitive world you dwell in. But you can't keep the real world out for ever. Eventually thoughts will creep in. We are all just watching your passage from boy to man. Nobody is impressed. You are just entertainment. At first we tried to encouage you to keep the entertainment going. Now we are just laughing at how upset you get at the littlest things. You haven't even gone through anything yet. Nothing left to do now but prove us all wrong. You won't be the first, but it is extremely rare. And some of us have hope it can happen again. Makes us feel more like it is possible and less like we were just lucky.
then why do you post? Obviously knowing you are good is not good enough for you. You also need someone else to recognize it.
I had no idea I am this good. for example, i'll cover anything under 90 here and buy full lot. can't explain it just comes to me