Do you truly believe that you deserve to make money and can make it consistently? Many people who struggle don't truly believe it.
Reminds me of one book I read where the author said they got lucky right when they started and made $6,000 which was the worst possible thing that could happen. It made them think trading stocks was easy.
I've been trading since 1969, and profitable since 1984. I have sympathy for you if you are trying to learn this craft. There's plenty of information and material available, and most of it doesn't work. Those who know how to trade, usually have little interest in teaching.
Everytime I make a profit, I bank around 50% as long as the profit is more than $500. I've also been told to never look at your gains as dollar value only percentages. Consistency, lately NO, only because I thought I was ready to move up(higher prices options), when I started it was very consistent with lower gains now I feel like I'm starting to play a poker game.