A cautionary tale: Thankfully, I've never gone down that road. And I wasn't even aware that users of anabolic steroids can become both physically and psychologically dependent upon the drugs. Scary shit. Apparently, when you stop taking steroids, your mood will be destroyed. Your testosterone levels will be extremely low and it will take a lot of time for them recover somewhat. If you have spent too how much time on drugs, your balls may never recover completely. The damage to the endocrine system has been done. Other side effects, some of them quite serious: https://www.drugs.com/article/anabolic-steroids.html Can a bodybuilder keep the gains made on steroids? No: http://nattyornot.com/can-keep-gains-steroid-cycle/ And then there are the bodybuilders who died prematurely: Cautionary tale, indeed.