It's just so strange to come to realise that these "females" are just cursed, and to actually understand the meaning of the term. No wonder, psys don't work for them. This trading adventure has really brought me into some strange "territories" ( from law of attraction, to curse, to exorcism). But as I listed my goals, I understand why understanding this aspect of human experience is important : lately, I have turned down one potential future employee as it was clear she was not sorted psychologically. I am glad I did, as I now understand that down the line , this would not have been productive. Lesson learned.
I am now also looking to automate part of my trading as well as hire "newbies": I want to free up a LOT of time for other interests.
It is kind of interesting to realise that these concepts of cursed, are actually very much similar to "bad karma" in buddhism. Again a reminder of my daily "choose your type of day" <iframe width="854" height="510" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/Nsd64zyTgAs" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> I wonder what type of Karma, the mentally unbalanced is continuing to accumulate with her "hiring talking mouth": - Karma of deception ==> being cheated on down the line? and some wonder why they keep attracting the same "type of relationship dynamics". - Karma of selfishness ==> adults beatten by their own grown up kids? - Karma of theft ==> extreme unexplained poverty for them down the line ? funny how many "strange bad luck" one sees about former trust fund babies who lose it all 20-30 years later. Who "associate" with unsuitable ( but actually very suitable from a Karma or bad luck or cursed perspective), and then lose it all within 20 years, and have kids and grandkids who defy what one would have "expected" from where the person was. Obviously, Karma for interfering with my relationships are obvious : - need psychological help : for over 2 years, they had a "substitute" psy instead of a real pro - I noticed that many things related they did not do it well Apparently, they will see good things for themselves or their kids, the potential benefits, be near it, but will not obtain it. They will be shown, explained ways to go forward, BUT they will always avoid doing what needs to be done, because whatever or whoever will interfere. And will try to cover their disappointment. But then this will start a circle of "something from nowhere " interfering with them getting something good ( including efficient medical care, psychological treatment, and so on). I never thought about various ways Karma can plays out. Now it is just a question of time : Karma is like a turtle that always arrives at destination. Anyway, most important for me is to keep working on reaching my goals.
I am obviously absolutely glad I followed the coach advice : no "retribution", just watch, educate yourself and understand. This was really hard to "accept" at the time, as I was really toying sometimes with calling some "friends of friends" to get retribution in a physical sense. I am really glad I chose to follow the coaching and accept that I did not know all.
Time to brush off my programming skills. BUT the difference from before is I will first arrange to have plenty of help as I want it to be easy and fun. A real change of mindset.
Apparently, some of the stalking comes from money issues. Well, start saving, as a workshop called "you too can become rich" is being put in place by some people. Obviously by the "creative method", not exploitative, illegal or unethical methods. These coaches understand Karma! lol. And most importantly : once you make it, make sure you give all to charity and do it again. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/AEWJxYzikAo" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> I am also going to get them to launch a workshop called : "stop worrying about where she sleeps, who she sleeps with : worry about your own life"
Now, that all the slanders tactics, sexually loaded insults have been sent back to their senders, etc... and that I know who to report facts to for each junk sent my way : I am starting to appreciate life again - just the peace is amazing. I am still amazed at the amount of verbal and mental abuse some people were ready to spread : I do know that people can have gone through a lot, but really nobody advised them to see a psy all these years - as there were many more victims than before me. Obviously : as you kept your promises, be reassured I have kept my tacit mine as well. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/TObsXS6MfdU" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
I really love the state of being whole, unimpaired and sound. So I have trading and "applied maths" ( aka euphemistically math based chance chinese game that for some reasons I really master as if it was an innate skill ). And thank you for pointing to me something I did not think of - obviously I realize my mistakes and well I am putting a full program in place : I might as well monetize my love of travelling and people ( socialising that I had to suspend so as to "protect the innocent" in this mobbing saga). I am actually very happy to start with small intimate groups of 10-20 people . Apparently, back in the West, "life is hard". I have to say, that I can not share this feeling : I only see abundance here . I am happy to be able to do only what I enjoy doing, to realize that I am fully entitled not to burden myself with people I do not like ( "females" , "indies", "corrupts et al"). I am really glad that I can filter mentally unhealthy people very quickly ( miracle of meditation). So, I am very much happy.
As I know how hard it is to really "sort oneself out", I am very admirative of those who are doing the work on themselves. Yes www.dhamma.org is key : make sure you go to a center where you will not have friends or family around. This would be a total distraction and waste your efforts. **** Actually, a good path for you who has "issues" with your "brain health/attention" : * at every meal , pour in TOONNNS of black pepper in part of your meals, and just eat. * during the day, drink black pepper teas all day long * If you can, lye on your bed to waist level, and bend your torso so that your head touches the floor. Basically, blood flows into your brain as half your body is inverted. Keep the position 10 minutes at least 2 times a day ( morning and evening). Use a timer. This for 3 months, and you will see "miraculous improvements". Do not despair : just save your money as I am adding on the list one called "healing, repairing and rebuilding your physical brain". You are on the right path.
Oh, sorry I do not wish to have anything to do with the "females" - by voice, in person or whatever. It is my right to choose the healthy people around me. I am very happy to have never been in the same room as them , so they can deal with their confusions themselves. Nothing to do with me : they shoud ask their "Daddy" for the truth, but that is between them, their "daddy", lookalikes. Obviously, I fully encourage them to put any legal complaint. Otherwise : not interested.