Hey, man, I feel for you but you have to end this nonsense now. I would like to say you have one chance in a trillion to make it but you do not. You have absolutely zero chance. No Job, No proven trading success, using borrowed money at what? 36% interest. Close the account and apply what is left to the credit card and get a job quickly. You can open a Forex account with Oanda.com They are a bucket shop but they are quality with good spreads, about the best around and they have no minimums. You can open an account with $50 and trade 50 units if you want. Learn to trade in the live market first, prove yourself to yourself, then trade larger size. By "bucket shop" I mean that they give you the live quotes and instant fills and positions but they are "fading you". You do not have an actual position but you do get the profit or loss on the transaction. I suppose that for the few profitable traders they protect themselves with a trading offset. Please stop now before you lose it all because it is guaranteed that you will.
MonteCarlo from this Data. Small Sample .. Broken into 100K. No Commissions are taken into account. Just wish you no more day like this shitty one ! You got to reverse the shape. Run with winners. Cut losers. It's FEAR. See what the market can gives you. Take it or leave it. DO NOT GAMBLE WITH LOSERS. Set a MAX(Loss) & TAKE IT then repeat. Avoid Shoe String Margin (SL) for not being forced to cut loss too often, quickly. Which means that you got to deleverage a bit. Better too safe than too risky.
I did not pay attention to EUR much but I did anticipate that GBP would depreciate significantly when it reaches/crosses 1.5000 cos this was the dangerous rounding number resistance level. But I did not anticipate GBP to depreciate incredibly so much after GBP poll. Although I am a international financial management tutor, this is the first time that I understood clearly the consequence of adverse policy change and its impact on exchange rate by my heart .
Thank you for your comment. But I will try full time trading now. As I said, I can afford to lose 15K. I have a pretty strong resume, so I am sure I will be able to find some job quickly if I fail at trading.